spinning... while sitting....

yeah, i haven't slept since saturday night. and saturday night's sleep was crap. as was friday night's. i think i'm probably going to crash soon.

my mommy sent me a congradulatory package (for the Crim test score). It consisted of my new medical insurance card, a bottle of pills, and a Microwave-able Brownie mix. Only in my family, i tell you.

right now would be the perfect time to take a nap: it's early afternoon, i'm done with classes for the day, i have minimal homework for spanish, and my body SHOULD be tired. but it's not. kind of weirded out. if i can't sleep tonight, then tomorrow i'm knocking myself out with NyQuil or something, because i'm barely functioning at a molecular level. it's almost dangerous, for the rest of the world. good thing i'm not driving, or else i would've asked somebody to take my keys.

as you can tell, my current lack of sleep is worrying me slightly. you'd THINK the lack of food/hunger would be worrisome as well, but i don't usually GET hungry, or it doesn't occur to me until someone around me gets hungry. then i think 'oh yeah, i should eat, it's been awhile.' makes me laugh. makes my mother worry.

i really have nothing to talk about right now, so maybe i'll just go lay down and pray for sleep to find me... or someone willing to give me a hug, because it's been too long. cheers!

holding pattern... holding pattern... -sigh- maybe today it'll end.